All along guardian you don't exist lack of faith is in again
Fall alone is setting in
She stayed cold and left me dead
Now it's driven in me head
That everything must end
That every book must close
But nobody forgets all forced sensations
You know just won't last
A flow relations, all seem to grow crass;
Uninspired and far away from who I need to be
All so disappointing
Hear with nothing
I will leave, the same
This path I'm on disrupts all function
No discern no hope for calm
Inner dysfunction
I've never felt so alone
Never felt so disconnected from someone yet
Helping in their the all
Struggling to feel the things
That just cannot be forced
Desperation takes its toll
Surrenders to them all
Start again so far from here
Knowing the truth, that all along
You were just holding me down
Pulling me down, keeping me down
